Hurricane Irene was predicted to devastate, demolish and destroy communities across North Carolina. For the past week, we have been inundated with how destructive this storm was going to be. Having lived in Florida for 3 years, I knew what I needed to do. My husband would have had the checklist out and we would have read it off like a predeployment military supply list. I knew we needed lots of drinking water and canned goods, in case we lost power and water. Those were the "gimmes" on the list. Then I made sure we had our electronics powered up, tubs filled with water for boiling, bathing or flushing, and the household chores were completed so I could just sit and wait out the storm.
Now, we're inland enough that I knew we wouldn't have the full force of the eye of the hurricane. So, when friends would call, text or Facebook me with messages about how we were doing and how prepared we were, I assured them over and over again that we would be fine and were as ready as we'll ever be. I truly believed that we were. I had gone over my checklist. I even turned the refrigerator and air conditioner to a lower temperature so that if we lost power, we wouldn't lose our food or cool air as quickly. I was ready to have Little Man come and snuggle with me because of his dislike of all things storm-related. This storm may have consumed the media for the past week, but it wasn't going to consume our family. We were ready.
Until my front tree toppled over. That wasn't on my checklist. I didn't have any more power to secure the outside botanical life to the ground than I had control over the direction that Irene decided to take. So, after watching the storm from the comfort of my bed and feeling pretty confident that we were through the worst of it, I headed out to our kitchen to grab some breakfast. Since I had not touched my cell phone (not hubby's iPhone, but my other, non-smart phone), I grabbed it and saw I had a text. My neighbor was checking up on me to see how we were doing and if I knew my front tree had fallen over. I opened up the front blinds and was shocked to see this 20 ft. tree lying on the ground. Praise God it fell away from the house, as the only thing it killed were the weeds that are grass impersonators. All I could do was think, "I need to take pictures and post them on Facebook so my husband can see this!" Right as I was snapping a few pictures, my neighbor next door walks by with a hand saw, ready to tackle this project. He thought we were out of town and was going to get started with the clean up for us. This is where my perception of Irene takes a huge turn.
Neighbor after neighbor came out and a spontaneous block party formed in our front yard. One neighbor brought his chain saw and oldest son. My other neighbor, who helped fix our riding mower, came over, as well as our neighbor who is a doctor. Two pick up trucks, 4 adults, 6 children, hand saws, chain saw, gloves and good old-fashioned elbow grease all aided in our tree-removal. What I thought would be a small, slow-moving process, which would include me having to call the rental office 2-3 times over the next week to get that tree removed, turned out to be a lightning-speed recovery that took less than 3 hours.
What started out as a path of destruction ended up bringing a community together. Being in a season where I'm a single parent, I saw that tree as an obstacle in my marathon race. I wasn't afraid when I saw it fall. It could have fallen the other way and possibly destroyed part of our home. So, I knew that God's hand was in how that tree fell towards the street. What I saw was a community that embraced helping one another in a time of need. What Satan set out to steal, kill and destroy, God intended for good. That tree became a catalyst for the men of our community to come out and help another man's family when he couldn't do the work himself. I love seeing how that obstacle became a baton. Instead of having to hurdle over the challenge individually, I find that we're now in a place where the baton was handed from one neighbor to another. It isn't a solitary race; it's a relay. We are all in this together.
Our tree-less landscaping reminds me of how God WILL provide us with what we need, when we need it most.
Interesting journey I’m embarking on … the blogging world. I’ve stayed as far from it as possible, but we’re entering into a season where my sanity will be tested time and time again. Running has always been a good outlet for stress, but I will also need a way to “vocalize” my worries and fears and to remind myself who is in charge of this season in life. Blogging seems like a nice outlet – almost like a prayer journal for all the world to see.
God allows seasons to take place for us to see a visual display of His work in our lives. Seeds are amazing, living things. When they are not actively growing, they are in full bloom, dying off or lying dormant. I find that I, too, do that with the Lord. If I’m not growing in Him, I’m blossoming, dying off or just lying dormant. The last few years have been seasons of growth for me; I’ve grown deeper in my knowledge of the Word, fallen more in Love with my Savior and been blessed with friendships that both edify and strengthen that pruning process that makes true growth possible. Jesus used so many visual parables – the mustard seed, the fig tree, the seeds on the ground. God created the plants on the 3rd day of creation – before he created one tiny animal or Adam and Eve, he thought of how we would need to survive.
Knowing this, it’s awesome to know that the Creator of the Universe, my Jehovah Father, will walk with me through every season of life. It’s not easy knowing a dark, wintery season is ahead of me. I want the fullness of spring – fresh blooms, buds popping out of the dark, damp soil, tasting fresh air after a long, dreary winter. I desire to see the heat of summer with full, vibrant blossoms glimmering in the sunshine. I even envy the cooler nights of the fall season where it’s not cold enough to completely die off, but where we know what lies ahead. I guess, that is where I’m at, actually. I’m in the coolness of fall, knowing what lies ahead of me and how a part of my heart will lie dormant until the warmth of the spring season returns.
I’m not into this seasonal change, just yet. I’m just reflecting upon what I know is to come and how I will adjust my mind to accept. I will constantly use the Bible to encourage me, even though I’ll want to take on an Eyeore-like attitude. Instead of looking deep within me for the answers, “I’ll lift my eyes to the hills; where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, maker of heaven and earth.” (Psalm 121:1-2) Why will I do this? Because “He will not allow [my] foot to slip; He who keeps [me] will not slumber. Behold, He who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. (Psalm 121:3-4) I know that the Lord, who gave me my springs and summers is going to sustain me and help me through my falls and winters. So, when my mind starts to fear the winter season ahead, my God reminds me that He NEVER sleeps; like the plants do in wintertime; like my heart does when it retreats from fear and pain; like my body does in weariness and stress. My God will never sleep nor slumber. And that fact alone allows me to rest in the season I’m in and trust God completely.